This weekend a person that has been very important for me has closed a big chapter of the book of her life and start “writing” a new chapter were the role she wanted me to have is something I cannot except. Therefore I know I will not have anymore place in her life.
I don’t regret anything done in the past even if my last two relationships ended up in a very similar way. This gives me something to think about. What I want in relation and what I need. I wanted a certain kind of girl and I had her in my life for the past 4 years, give or take.
She decided I was not enough, and that is enough..
Good luck baby and it is time for me to decide now again what I want (and where).
On a long and lonesome highway east of Omaha
You can listen to the engines, moanin’ out it’s one old song
You can think about the woman, or the girl you knew the night before
But your thoughts will soon be wandering the way they always do
When you’re riding sixteen hours and there’s nothing much to do
You don’t feel much like ridin’, you just wish the trip was through
But here I am, on the road again
There I am, up on the stage
There I go, playing the star again
There I go, turn the page
You walk into a restaurant, strung out from the road
And you feel the eyes upon you, as you’re shaking off the cold
You pretend it doesn’t bother you, but you just want to explode
And most times you can’t hear ’em talk, other times you can
All the same ‘ole cliches: is it woman? Is it man?
And you always seem outnumbered, you dare not make a stand, make your stand.
Out there in the spotlight, your a million miles away
Every ounce of energy, you try to give away
And the sweat pours out your body, like the music that you play
Later in the evening, as you lie awake in bed
With the echoes of the amplifiers, ringin’ in your head
You smoke the days last cigarette, rememberin’ what she said
What she said
There I go, turn that page
There I go, yeah, there I go, yeah
There I go, yeah, Here I go
There I go, there I go
And I’m gone